I catch myself thinking
"I just want to go home." but I have no idea where "home" is. I just want to be held and have a shoulder to catch my tears. Where did everyone go? Why do I feel so alone all of the time? I have no idea what I’m missing. Maybe its not a someone, but a something. Something to make me feel like I’m worth being here.
These past few months have been so hard on me and I’m not really sure why. I feel like I’m stuck in this down ward spiral of nothing. Nothing is getting better and nothing is getting worse. I’m just here and I have no idea where here is.
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